Unagi - what i am saying is frustration; i pointed out a lot of things in there that i thought were relevant. and it seems as if they were dismissed....look at the "only looking for two section" then look at the "unknown fiasco". I thought those were pretty damn relevant. It just felt as if they were dismissed....because you 100% trust Rev...and i just think you have blinders on is all.Unagi wrote:I'd like to point out that I don't think I was as outwardly rude with my post, as you are implying with the 'F.U'Newcastle wrote:it's just i am frustrated Unagi, very frustrated. And its not personal in any sense...look at it from my view point. ...you work your ass off to get a huge project done...and then...you get rewarded by a big...uhm, F.U....i think you're bad....wouldn't you be frustrated and pissed off?
But. Yes, I can understand your frustration. And as you've said - your frustration with me is founded in multiple ways, so - I can see how this would just push you over the edge. (And I'm honestly sorry I've pissed you off so many ways in this game, I assure you, I honestly hold you in very high regard and you've always treated me and every other player so well in the past, that I'm honestly troubled that I've upset you so much.)
Now, regarding 'the game at hand'...
I've been playing this whole game this whole time. I've put just as much into this as you - just because you took 6 days off, and hence felt you owed it to us to compose a couple of huge posts, doesn't give your effort any special 'status', it's fair game - like everyone elses.
I know you aren't trying to say that I simply must believe you - but if you aren't saying that - what are you saying? I mean, you really just let me have it up there... and all because I wanted to test you first.
How's this Newcastle.
I found Lassr and pr0ner to be just as possibly evil. I wanted to test you First - because I felt we would benefit FROM YOUR ANALYSIS *only* if we could accept it as 'trusted'. You can not become trusted in this game until you are dead. You are a good first test for that very reason. (this was why pr0ner is such a horrible 'first' test... he's a better "Last Test", but I felt that one of the Quiet Players must be Balaam, and hence best to test you and pr0ner before we test Lassr.
There, that's that. I didin't feel you were obviosully 100% Evil, I felt this was the best order to test our untrusted in.
And no, I am not accorded special status due to any length of posts...
I mean honestly unagi, you have led us down a few paths here, and yes you are trusted, yet when you dig into me...its like great here we go again, we're going to whiff, and we are going to be down to our final at bat tomorrow. Not a position i want us to be in.
kind of a lot of things mixed into one that boiled up.
- and i do apologize, i probably shouldve taken a deep breath.